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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
More than anything in this world. I need the rest. Not physical rest, i have loads of it these past 3 months. I need some kind of psychological rest, mental rest. Im really tired. i'm tired of feeling uncertain, doubt, fearful. I am tired of not knowing what to expect. I'm tired of expecting something that will never happen. However,no matter how tulmutuous these past few weeks. i have been so blessed so so so so blessed that i have so many people helping me along the way. Always there for me. I cannot thank them enough. I saw Jia hui made a tribute. and thought i think i should make one. since there's so many people i want to thank. so here's a tribute and thank you decleration... here goes: MOTHER- my mom. i know she will never read this but no matter what i want to thank her. for everything. seriously for EVERYTHING. i couldnt ask for a more understanding mom. your endless calling from jakarta making sure i'm back home for dinner (even though it get really irritating most of the time). for letting me make my own mistakes but always there to pick me up. thank you soo much for everything. obviously i have not been the most perfect daughter but i'll try to be the best ok. at least better than samantha. hehe. I LOVE YOU MOM! PAPI- my dad. my gosh. just one word from you dad can calm my whole being. i would say that u have been the anchor of my life also. both u and mom. love you for your wacky ways. love you for always being gemes with me. i love you for being very overprotective. i love you for your 'smart' wisdom and loooooong motivational talks. i love you for always giving in to me during our stupid and endless argument (coz you know i am going to win anyway) hehe. thanks dad for everything. so can i get the chloe handbag now? SEN AND WEI- you two irratating brats mean to me than you both can ever imagine. well i dont remember you both being nice. but hearing your loud and irritaing voice around the house always bring me a certain assurance there's someone weirder than me in this world. hehe. i love u both so much. HILDA- dasar jelek. thank you so much everything la u. cant stand u la. our times together these past six years nek. man i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo going to miss you when we're in a separate school. i cant imagine school without you. i would give anything to have us be in the same school again. well. just want to thank you also ok. gembelku. for motivating me and always telling me "gu, pls la yah. u get in one lo". for always rolling yr eyes at me when i am getting really lame and high.. always saying "gu dont be stupid yah"..you are also one of my motivator during o levels. nek. words really cannot comprehend my feeling la. gila. im getting too mushy here. gua hampir mau muntah nih. but i love you so much ok. jun ne chu wan da. AVELINE- my after work lunch buddy. my most digusting but interesting friend. i still remember when they day of the o level result release. i couldnt cry but when u ask me how i did. i just started crying to you. nek. thanks so much for everything. thank you for bringing the hard truth to me sometimes in the weirdest ways. always letting us to tompang ride in your mini vans. always invading ur house. it will be cool if we can be in the same school again. i am sooo going to miss you nek. TIKA- benceknoo.. i love you so much tik. pasti first sentence you are already freak out. haha. biarin. mmg cinta yah mau gimana sih. haha. thank you for cheering me up when i was most down. doing some stupid stuffs. our lame msn conversation. late night phonecalls. man. thank you for bringing insanity into my life. to let me know that it is ok to be crazy once in a while. you rock bebe. tom welling love you and i love you too. *big hugs* VENNY, XIU LI AND RACHAEL- haiya you guys ahh.... cant stand u all. love you all also loh. love you all for your weird but interesting ways. love you for who you are. Ven- mungkin kita bs satu sklh kali yah. RAE- stop watching youtube. XIU LI- ahh.. i miss you girl. where have u been sih? you all are a permanent fixture in my life. No way going to forget these weird people. KELVIN AND SOPHIE- bro kel.. my no 1 fan (bf).. i really dont know how to thank you loo.. i mean u really take soo much of your time to drive us around to help us appeal from school to school. thank you so much. thank you for being there when i needed u most. thank you for the advices. thank you for being there when the o level results are out and thank you for being with me in CJC. ahh. i will give you the biggest bday present ok. Sophie- thank you for ur concern and love. thank you for being there for me and hilda during o level and in CJC. following us from school to school. i thank God for giving me such a great cell leader. we love you!!!! PST YOCK KIANG- thank you for always being there. always willing to listen. always there to calm me down. always believing in me. thank you being there on our o level results release and even following to CJC. man. we have took so much of your precious time. really i couldnt thank you enough. thank you for the late night sms making sure i can sleep well and not worry about anything. thank you for all the prayers. saya sayang pst the most. JIA HUI- i want to be your seatmate again. the last two years with you has been most memorable. since we first discover our similar interest in journalism to our wedding promises to studying in coffee beans and food courts to our obssesion (or is it just mine) with boon boon. thank you for always motivating me. always telling me that i can do it. man. i loveeeee you so much girl. definetely even in separate school our friendship will NEVER stop here. cheeeros to the many years ahead. LIZ- yes. u always perk me up. the best daughter anyone could even ask for. thank you for sharing the verse with me the day before o level. really calm me down. thank you for all the wonderful cakes. thank you for always cracking us up with your jokes. haha. man.. we have to go out again. miss u already!! ANGEL haha. thanks for a the late msn-ing. always making sure i am well. for all the good advices you have given. you should be my english teacher ok!!! i really want you as my cousin-in-law. hehe. *hint hint* 4e4 we have the best class with the best teacher *hehe* all of us have gone our seperate way. i will never forget all the lame and crazee times we had together. wooo hooo. 4e4' 05 forever rocks last but not least GLEN- haha. are u surprised? hehe. i really need to thank you for putting up with me these past 2 months to my very extreme moods. i know i can be happy for a second and be angry the next. thank you for always patronising me. hehe. always giving in to me. always always sooo willing to listen. always saying "call me anytime anywhere". thank you for giving me the assurance. thank you for believing in me when i myself cannot believe in my self. thank you for rememebering in small details when i myself cannot remember (maklum pelupa). thank you so much deh. yg lain ngomong next time aja deh. hehe. so regardless whatever the outcome of everything. i am grateful to God (ultimately and mostly) for putting all the wonderful people in my life. to them i am eternally grateful.
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